Omer Mujahid Poetry

I don't think you meant to hurt me.
I don't think that was your goal.
And maybe...
well, maybe you even loved me at one point.
I don't think you set out to break my heart.
I think i mattered to you.
I think I was special.
I don't think your intentions were bad
But I took too much of your love in.
I saw something that wasn't there
And never would be.
It's not your fault I feel this way.
I know you didn't mean to cause me pain.
I know you feel bad
But there's nothing you can do.
I don't blame you.
I promise that
I never did blame you for my pain.
I only blamed myself
Because truly, myself is the only person to blame.
It wasn't your fault that I fell in love with you
Or that I thought you were in love with me.
It was just a little girl's dream
Becoming reality.
But in her eyes only.
You're not at fault.
And i still need you in my life.
I just have to convince my heart to stop loving you first.

Poet: Jasna Todorovic